By Dan Wooding Founder of ASSIST News Service
LOS ANGELES, CA (ANS – August 3, 2016) – Some six years ago, Venus L. Burton, aka rapper,
Booski Love,
had slithered amid the dark caverns of danger, lust and power-play in
Los Angeles. She had soared among the stars of the underground rap scene
and survived the night -- but only barely.
Then, in 2010, at the pinnacle of her career, Booski Love
(Venus) experienced a certain moment of clarity. She awoke from her
underground daze and stared straight into eternity, where she saw her
one, true love standing...waiting...with open arms. It was Jesus Christ
-- the Lover of her soul – and she came to realize that, despite being
raised in a Christian lifestyle by her single mother, and having strayed
so far away from that upbringing into a lesbian life-style, Jesus had
never left her side.
In
an extraordinary interview with myself and my ANS colleague, Mark
Ellis, Venus said, “Booski Love died that day and I became a true
follower of Jesus, and I now work alongside my mother [Dr. VickiLee] in
sharing the Good News with all who will listen.”
Today,
the star of Venus L. Burton shines brightly, advertising Christ’s holy
name in all the earth, as she gives all of the glory to God. She first
all wrote a book about her often dark experiences called S.T.U.D. (A
Shared Testimony of Unashamed Deliverance), and now that book has been
turned into a powerful full-length Hollywood Movie which is about to be
released. It has the same name as the book.
Venus is being positioned for a new power-stage. It’s a new day for her, as she rides the wings of her destiny.
In the recent interview for my Front Page Radio show recorded at the studios of the Holy Spirit Broadcasting Network (
http://hsbn.tv)
in Orange, California, Venus and her mother, Dr. Vicki Lee, talked
openly about the extraordinary turn-around in their lives and initially
how Venus felt isolated and confused by not having a father around. She
said, in trying to find fulfillment, she stepped into an alternative
life-style, and had a series of lesbian girlfriends, and even began to
dress like a man.
Dr.
Vicki began by saying that she had prayed for her daughter for 20 long
years, during which they were estranged for part of that time, and how
told of the pain when Venus strayed into an “alternative lifestyle,” but
she said she never gave up “believing God for a miracle.”
Venus
then said, “I grew up in a single-parent home -- my brother Ken and I,
and my mother raised us. I dealt with a lot of abandonment issues. Not
having a father figure, I always wanted to be a daddy’s girl.
“During
my high school years in Norwalk [part of Los Angeles], I was very
rebellious and looking for love in all the wrong places. I was dealing
with the whole peer pressure thing, and with not having a dad, I became
angry and had abandonment issues. As a teen, I got into drugs and
alcohol and then, right out of high school, I got into the alternative
[lesbian] lifestyle. We make these choices and we choose to do things
and so that was one of my choices because there I was accepted by that
community and I got attention from them.”
Venus
was still living at home, so she said she did originally did these
things secretly, but soon it became harder and harder to hide her
behavior from her mother and brother.
“It
came out when the first girl that I kissed was my brother’s
girlfriend,” she said. “That brought a lot of dysfunction to the family.
I never knew that it would destroy the family as much as it did. But
God reconciles and God put our family back together, but in the midst of
that we all went through a lot.”
Venus
said that she began taking crystal meth, pain pills, sniffed cocaine,
and began drinking lots of Corona beer and also enjoyed the hard liquor
of Hennessy cognac.
“I was trying to find my identity and discover who I was,” she explained. “It was a time of intense pain for my mother.”
Vicki
cut in and said, “Things started coming out about what her lifestyle
was and then I began looking at her and I realized that she was dressing
and looking like a boy. Then, one day, the scales came off and I looked
at her and said, ‘You know who you are. You are not a man; you are a
woman!”
Venus
then said, “I was very rebellious. I wanted to do what I wanted to do. I
got to the point that I was working in the music business, and I wanted
to go out on my own and live with my girlfriend. So I did.”
Mark
Ellis then asked Venus how old she was when she first recognized that
she had a same sex attraction, to which she replied, “I always say it
doesn’t happen overnight. It was a seed that was planted a long time
ago. My aunt was in ‘the life’ and that was one thing that I hated. In
fact, I hated it so much that I became it! As a little girl, I knew that
my aunt was in that lifestyle. I’d always seen a difference in her, but
still she played basketball and did those things, so I thought it was
because she was a tomboy.
“But
then, as I got older, in my early 20s, I actually went to a party and
my brother Ken’s girlfriend and I we went to this party of a friend that
I knew and that’s when I saw a woman on a woman, and it just blew my
mind. So we began drinking and in the midst of that, as I said earlier, I
made the choice to kiss my first girl, which was my brother’s
girlfriend.”
Soon, life was also becoming dangerous for Venus, and several times, women she was associating with, pulled guns on her.
“It’s
only through the grace of God that I’m still alive today,” she
revealed. “On one occasion, one of these women pointed a gun at me and I
knew I was going to die. I could see my life flash right before me, but
I believe that God sent another person -- one of our friends inside the
room where I was -- and I was able to leave the house. It distracted
her and she put the gun down and I ran out.”
Mark
Ellis then asked Venus what is was that caused her to continue in the
lifestyle? Was it just rebellion or that underlying attraction?
“I
was already in it, and the devil puts his hooks in you,” she said. I
just had a lust, a thirst for it. I thought at the time, that’s who I
was. I was comfortable in my own skin, so I believed I was living, and
enjoying, that that alternative lifestyle.”
As
mother Vicki, who is also a pastor, sat quietly listening to her
daughter, I asked her how she was able to deal with her daughter’s
behavior at that time, and also if they still in communication?
“We
always had a communication, per se, but the main thing I did was that I
prayed a lot,” she said. “I would hold all-night prayer meetings every
Friday night, interceding for my daughter, and my son, not knowing the
full thing of my son, and I so dearly wanted the children to be saved
and come in the Kingdom. The scripture that I stood on was Acts 16: 31,
32, which talks about the jailer who received the Lord and, at that
time, he said that he and his house would be saved. So I said, ‘Lord you
said that if I were to be saved, you’re also going to also save my
children as well. So I stood on those verses and just believed God.”
All Change
Venus then spoke about the time, just five years ago, when her life radically changed after she had once again moved back home.
“I
was alone in my bedroom,” she recalled, “and I knew the Word of God as
Mom always took us to church, and remembered, where it says in
Revelation, that there is going to be rumors of wars and different
signs, and then the Lord would be coming back. So when I saw these
things on the news on the news on national TV, I was afraid that God was
coming back and I was not ready.
“I
then heard a voice just as plain as you and I are talking, and it asked
if I was to die tonight, where would I go? And at that moment, I knew I
was going to hell. And so I repented for my sins and God met me in my
bedroom, not at a church or at a function.”
I then turned to her mother Vicki and asked her for her version of the story.
She
replied, “I did notice that she was in her room and when she came out, I
saw some kind of a change. But, I’ve seen that change several times. As
a pastor, I’ve seen the kids get ‘saved’ a lot of times as they would
go up to the front and ‘do’ the altar call, and yet still there was no
fruit in Venus at that time. At first, I was wondering if she was really
saved, but it did take some time for me to see the real change.
“I
had prayed and fasted for her for 20 years, and just before she got
saved this time, one of the things the Holy Spirit told me was to look
in her eyes and say, ‘Venus, you know, if you want to continue to do
this, you can do so because the Lord spoke to me and said that He was
going to wipe away all my tears and when I got to heaven. I’d be in the
face of Christ and I won’t even remember you because of the presence of
His glory.’ I told Venus that she had a choice to make, because I knew
that I couldn’t make her get saved. God has given us all a free will
because we are not robots, so He’ll put before you, life and death,
blessings and curses, and He’ll give you the choice answer choose life
that you and your seed may live but you have a choice.
“It
had got to the point when I said to her that this was it, because the
rebellion and disrespect had got worse and worse, and I knew I couldn’t
go on living like this much longer.”
Venus
then said, “What she said was a reality check for me, especially when
she told me that she wouldn’t even remember me. Sometimes, we do things
to hurt others because we’re looking for attention, or to fill a void,
but not knowing that only God can fill that void. He’s the only one that
can do that. So when I realized that, I was going to be in hell alone,
the Holy Spirit was really working on me. And, I always like to say to
those out there that are in ministry, love them with the love of God
whether they’re in that lifestyle or drug addicts or prostitutes or
whatever the sin may be. Love them with the love of God and watch God
change them.”
Venus
said that once she had prayed for her forgiveness and salvation,
despite her mother’s questions, she felt she was instantly delivered
from wanting to sleep with a woman.
“There
was no desire or any attraction for a woman, but it was a process on my
outer appearance,” she explained. “All of the emotion on the inside,
all the hurt, all the pain and the disappointments, the betrayal that I
went through, and the things that I was feeling that affected my soul
being hurt, God began that process and I was changed.”
Mark Ellis then asked Venus, “Do you feel like you could have attraction to a man at some point? Has that changed too?”
Venus
laughed and immediately said, “Oh yes. Now I’m looking for my Boaz, (in
the Bible’s book of “Ruth” married Boaz), and so yes, guys, yes!”
Now,
Venus, and her prayer warrior mother, are ministering together, and
among many other things, Venus is now a Gospel rapper, but her message
is completely different.
They
are especially excited that the movie about their life is about to come
out and will have its premier at the Arclight Theater on Sunset Blvd on
Thursday, August 18th. To find out more about S.T.U.D. (A Shared
Testimony of Unashamed Deliverance), please go to
www.studthemovie.org. You can also contact them both at
StudTheMovie@yahoo.com .
Note: I would like to thank Robin Frost for transcribing this interview.
Photo
captions: 1) A recent picture of Dr. Vicki Lee (left) with her
daughter, Venus L. Burton. 2) Dr. Vicki Lee with her two children, Venus
and Ken. 3) Venus L. Burton, aka rapper Booski Love. 4) Booski Love
performing in an LA club. 5) A rebellious Venus L. Burton (right), with
two of her rapper friends. 6) Movie poster. 7) Dan Wooding interviewing
Dr. Vicki Lee (left) and daughter, Venus L. Burton for his radio show.
About
the writer: Dan Wooding, 75, is an award-winning winning author,
broadcaster and journalist who was born in Nigeria of British missionary
parents, Alfred and Anne Wooding, who worked with the Sudan Interior
Mission, now known as SIM. He now lives in Southern California with his
wife Norma, to whom he has been married for some 53 years. They have two
sons, Andrew and Peter, and six grandchildren who all live in the UK.
Dan is the founder and international director of the ASSIST News Service
(ANS), and is also the author of some 45 books. He also has one weekly
radio show and two TV shows all based in Southern California.
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